The past weekends have been filled with house hunting - viewing homes of others, imagining the "potential" behind the flat else, visiting new property launches. While the economy is suppose to be still in a slump, the property prices aren't really buldging that much strangely. New launches in the Thomson area still command prices of S$1M & even places will CCK are floating abt S$800K.
I am really eager to find a place to stay. Maybe it's an unsettled heart that i need to calm and only with a place that i can really call "home", then i can really feel settled. I am always green with envy when friends of mine go for their honeymoons, purchase a new flat & start to "mould" their home. I don't know why it all seems so easy for others but for me, i really find it a challenge. I must admit that i have been very unsettled the past mths - emotionally & spiritually. Emotions are fluculating at home & sometimes i wish all these are just a dream. I begin to tell myself that there's no point planning in life. So very often, life doesn't just go on as planned. Just look at me... I thought i didn't need to buy a flat here & exhaust my CPF but in the end, not only i need to purchase a more expensive flat, i also realise that i missed the boat for the low interest HDB loan & grants. After 2.5yrs, i thought i had moved on but well, i still headed back to square one. Life is just so tricky - when u thought u had it all, u realised that u didn't afterall.
I haven't had a good chat with a friend in a long while. I don't know how to start, or what will be in stored for me. I think i'll just "float" on...
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