Like everyone, i pray for good health & happiness for all my friends and family & wish that the recession will blow over with minimal effect on anyone close to me. While i am not really the sort to like to make new yr resolutions, deep in my heart, there are 2 things that i'd wanna fulfill/achieve and shockingly, it's not career-related!
1) To be a happier & less lonely person inside & outside
Looking back, 2008 was a lonely year. Yes, i got my postgrad and got married but i don't know why the immense feeling of loneliness within haunts me. I feel very empty and cold on the inside. The only warmth i get it really from KL (when he's at home) or from my family. I begin to feel that i have lost touch with friends and life, on the whole. I have to admit that there are times when i feel upset and constantly wonder how to salvage the inner emptiness. So for 2009, i really wanna be a happier & less lonely person on the inside & out. I wanna go out more with my friends & hope i'll be remembered as a nice & sincere person. Sounds stupid i know but really, sometimes i wonder if it's the near 30-syndrome but i am determined to shake it off.
2) Buy a Vespa scooter after i get a bike liscence
Ok this sounds silly i know but ever since i snapped the wedding pix on a Vespa, i have been extremely drawn to one when it scoots by on the road! I am keen to get a bike liscence (despite not even knowing how to ride a bicycle) so that i can buy one! It'll be fun to scoot around but erm, this'll be underwraps from the family... Later mum nagged me to death!!!!
Resolution 1 is really something i hold dear to my heart & hope that i can emerge a happier person at the end of 2009. Resolution 2 is just silly but hey, what's a new yr resolution without the silliness and fun?
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