Don't know why but i suddenly miss KL loads. I miss his laughter, his silly jokes and that they never fail to make me laugh. We had a short chat over Skype before he headed off to school & seeing him put on his sweater & winter coat strucked me that he's actually so many miles away and blankly speaking, experiencing a different climate.
Maybe becoz i just caught the 36th episode of "Heart of Greed" and the guy died before he could accomplished what he intended to do - express his feelings and have his ex-girlfriend forgive & accept him again. Yes, i know it's somewhat silly and I am acting like a bimbo again to be feeling this way but i just feel that life's an irony. Sometimes i am glad that KL & i are apart & not seeing one another often coz this really enables us to concentrate on our work/ tasks without distraction but sometimes, i am like a tube of UHU glue, hoping that he'd be by my side all day, even if it means just sitting around having a tub of ice-cream, getting fat together. But when he's really with me, he does get quite irritating at times... Especially when he's so impatient when we are out shopping. But at this moment, how i miss him so... How i wish that i can spend Friday night with him instead of heading off to class. But i know, he's in a different time zone, engaging in classes while i am in bed. I miss him in his fav green polo tee... I just miss his laughter, even though it's sickening at times.
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